Saturday, February 14, 2009
So many things to do, so little time.
I strongly doubt that i will have the time to blog anymore hehs. That's provided i don't become lazy.
Let's see.. many things are happening in my life at the current moments.
Some sad, devastating and disturbing, some pleasant and heart-warming, while some are responsibilities that i've committed myself to.
It's gonna be soooooo tiring and sometimes life-draining x.x
JC workload is going to be dunno how many upteen times more than in secondary sch and of course not to mention its so much harder and sophisticated, for an average like me. lol.
However, it is just like what eddu said, its how i manage my time.
The first week of lecture was pretty okay, though most of them were hard to comprehend and link.
And I have to agree with Clifford, it IS fun to rush around to make it on time for lectures. LOL.
Maybe it's because its something new to me and the word "lecture" just sounds so professional.
I like~
Don't really know how to put the reason behind finding them fun in a proper way as i cant find the words to do so. hehs.
Either way, sooner or later lectures are gonna be something boring and mundane. Might as well enjoy them while i can :xxx
I have one particular problem though. From what i heard i will have lessons on Friday till 5pm =.= And im not allowed to skip lessons to attend external CCA activities.
sheesh...
come to think of it, ive got to agree wif David on certain points.
Some teachers there have a little-lots of pride. lols.
and the way they want to "nurture" us in our academics is through force -.- well some times. lol
they make things look nice saying they do such things because they respect and care for us and such.
but is this really the way to show their concern? >.>
sometimes the way they do things causes some eyebrows to rise lols.
well tts just my opinion and its just one of the things tt i dun realli agree on.
mm...more effort will be needed this year, to put it simply, to survive throughout JC life.
Time management will be a problem..hmm no, challenge for me this year, with so many commitments and interests to handle.
But then again who am I to complain when I'm the one who wanted and chose to take on these responsibilities in the first place. hahas.
oya..b4 i 4get,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VALENTINO,
ANDRIE AND JOLENE!! :D
Im spending my Valentine's day with my hamsters! xDDDD
Sometimes you don't need a date to celebrate Valentine's day.
To have a family who showers unlimited love unto you...appreciate them.
Thank You..for everything. (:
Sunday, February 08, 2009
I was faced with an awkward silence as I approached the supposed-to-be-filled-with-sounds-of-movement cage.
"Snowball?" I thought to myself, praying fervently and hoping that it was not what i thought it was.
To my utter dismay, laying before me was a body; cold, white, motionless.
Emotions of sadness and despair engulfed my heart and not long after, tears started to cascade down my cheeks as I swallowed each and every pain and the truth I had to accept.
In loving memory of Snowball
The night was a full moon
2008- 8 Feb 2009
We'll miss you (;
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
It hurts so much right now..
Having to make one of the most difficult and painful decisions of my life at a tender age of 16+.
Being given the most unfortunate choice, to choose.
People I cannot trust yet dearly,dearly loved.
I'm heartbrokened